In every one's life time comes when you feel like nothing more to achieve. This feeling every one may not sense or in other word everyone even do not know that point of saturation has reached. Mostly people just live driven life - driven by various factors which actually make thick layer on our sense of knowing that saturation point. I can say that I am feeling that point since long time - it's not frustration or depression but it is surely something which is a kind repelling feeling. I am feeling bored with the comfort enveloping me continuously. If I ask myself, what would I need to achieve now? then there is no specific answer I have. Achieving in the sense all physical requirements are almost satisfied. A home, a car, insurance, two kids, expenses, contingency financial option - in nut shell all basic needs are almost handy. What I miss or feel is that I am here to do something BIG, something NEW, something trend setting activity on which I am struggling.
Inside me I am not stable - my brain is constantly occupied with lot many thoughts of doing something for society. It's not a desire of name and fame but it is a flame inside to make use of my energy (positive). I studied well, I have job giving handsome amount of salary but all these things are of not that much important to me now.
If I can manage meal of two time a day and my family can survive on minimum requirement mode than I would prefer to stay in village. There I can think of doing something useful for people.
It is difficult to disconnect with everything and every one but I feel it is possible also. Why I am not moving in that direction with confidence? That's the question which is keeping me hypertensive. But I am an optimistic person - One day world will surely see me at different level - a level of satisfaction.
Thanks
Mitesh (13th July, 2015)
Inside me I am not stable - my brain is constantly occupied with lot many thoughts of doing something for society. It's not a desire of name and fame but it is a flame inside to make use of my energy (positive). I studied well, I have job giving handsome amount of salary but all these things are of not that much important to me now.
If I can manage meal of two time a day and my family can survive on minimum requirement mode than I would prefer to stay in village. There I can think of doing something useful for people.
It is difficult to disconnect with everything and every one but I feel it is possible also. Why I am not moving in that direction with confidence? That's the question which is keeping me hypertensive. But I am an optimistic person - One day world will surely see me at different level - a level of satisfaction.
Thanks
Mitesh (13th July, 2015)
